Have you or your Partner attended Boarding School?
Consider the hidden and highly damaging effects of “Boarding School Syndrome”.
Does the information below describe you or your partner?
- Are you struggling with your relationship?
- Is your partner continuously frustrated with your behaviour?
- Do you find relationships hard to sustain?
- Find it difficult to express yourself emotionally?
- Yearn for but resist intimacy?
- Feel an inner supressed rage?
- Find yourself always busy and your partner complaining you’re not at home enough?
- Working long hours, seeking validation through work achievement?
- Hoard food/money/ belongings?
- Suffer low self-esteem?
Boarding schools provide a privileged educational experience with often excellent facilities to develop Leaders, Managers and Problem Solvers. However, for many it also becomes the most (hidden) emotionally crippling experience due to the damaging psychological effects of the early separation from home and deprivation of parental love. Problems only become apparent when the adopted strategies, to have survived the experience, break down and you find yourself in a problematic relationship and unable to cope.
Many people are sent away to Boarding School before they are emotionally able to cope from aged 4 to 13years old. How old were you?
- This affects their ability to trust others.
- They suffer acute distress – home sickness, like Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
- Have to instantly cope and manage themselves without normal family support.
- Feel undue pressure to succeed / achieve, to please and feel loved by their parents.
- Are grateful for the privileged experience and feel guilt if not achieving success.
- Build fear/ resentment of authority figures and become rebellious or over conforming.
- Find security and employment in very Institutionalised or Alternative settings.
The effect of being separated from your parents at an early age for weeks/months at a time can have a traumatic impact on you. Finding that you have no family support when you’re distressed means you very quickly develop ways of self-managing requiring the shutting down of your normal emotional responses and coping in a pragmatic way. This soon develops into a Strategic Survival Personality where you are able to externally appear as I’m ok and to get on with your peers, suppressing and ignoring your emotional distress, as to do otherwise is dangerous, invoking judgement / criticism and bullying. Over several years of Boarding School this becomes a normal way of relating that stunts your ability to make healthy emotional relationships. To supplement your survival you learn to exude an articulate, charming, manipulative and confident exterior to enable you to keep safe, be liked and successful in the very competitive environment of your experience.
This will transfer with you into your adulthood when you venture out into the grown up world of relationships and love. The yearning to be wanted and loved to make up for what you have lost in the intervening years will be strong but hidden. The external confident you, articulate and charming attributes, become an attractive prospect to those seeking a suitable partner. However your partner will not be able to make up for your loss, this will create an imbalance of need in your relationship, be it demonstrated through sex, work, money or other expectations leading to conflict and eventual breakdown in your relationship.
Paul Welcomme, Clevedon Counselling www.clevedoncounselling.co.uk
More information can be found at www.boardingconcern.co.uk Thanks to Nick Duffell, author of the seminal book ‘The Making of Them’ and Joy Schavarien for their research and pioneering work in this unacknowledged and neglected field of trauma. Colin Luke’s stunning film about boys boarding school survival is now on Youtube:”The Making of Them” Part 1 of 5 (UK1994) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aatIB-yc7nQ also for girls boarding ‘Leaving Home at 8’ (2010) – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3In6-sy3Bk directed by Charles Russell for C4 TVs The Cutting Edge series.